Witness

Joy .. and despair

Spirit in my soul.

Guardian Angel over my shoulder.

God the Father looking down at my being.

Jesus the shepherd leading me on.

Mary’s Life

Christ urges us (cf. 2Cor 5,14) : each one of us has to be not only an apostle, but an apostle of apostles, bringing others along, so that they in turn will encourage others to make Jesus Christ known to everyone.

Perhaps someone will ask how we are to bring this knowledge of Christ to others. And I reply: naturally, simply, living as you live in the middle of the world, devoted to your professional work and to the care of your family… Ordinary life can be holy and full of God.

Our Lord is calling us to sanctify the ordinary tasks of every day, for the perfection of the Christian is to be found precisely there. Let’s consider it… as we contemplate Mary’s life.

We can’t forget that Mary spent nearly every day of her life just like millions of other women who look after their family, bring up their children and take care o£ the house. Mary sanctifies the ordinary everyday things — what some people wrongly regard as unimportant and insignificant: everyday work, looking after those closest to you, visits to friends and relatives.

What a blessed ordinariness, that can be so full of love of God! For that’s what explains Mary’s life — her love. A complete love, so complete that she forgets herself and is happy just to be there where God wants her, fulfilling with care what God wants her to do. That is why even her slightest action is never routine or vain but, rather, full of meaning. Mary, our mother, is for us both an example and a way. We have to try to be like her, in the ordinary circumstances in which God wants us to live.

Saint Josémaria Escriva de Balaguer (1902-1975)

priest, founder

Homily of 04/05/1957 in Es Cristo que pasa (trans. Christ is passing by, p.141)

The Soul is Self-Governed

The soul is self-governed: and though the devil can suggest, he has not the power to compel against the will. He pictures to you the thought of fornication: if you will, you accept it; if you will not, you reject. For if you were a fornicator by necessity, then for what cause did God prepare hell? If you were a doer of righteousness by nature and not by will, wherefore did God prepare crowns of ineffable glory?

Saint Cyril of Jerusalem (313-350)

Where there is the disturbance of warfare (sin) there cannot help being the danger of wounds. St. John Cassian.

Heard but didn’t listen

Saturday. Confessions between 9am and 10am. A priest in the confessional, waiting. For me.
I didn’t go. Preferring to remain stained.
God wants me to hear Him every time He speaks.

Today I was deaf.

June 13

What’s in a date then? A birthday? A Saint’s day?

I’ve got both today, 78 and St. Anthony of Padua.

It’s said that the church bells of Lisbon rang without ringers on the anniversary of his death.

Imagine.

Stand on the brow of the cliff facing the sea and into the cold rain that sweeps ashore from the darkness .. feel it bite into what warmth you have remaining and ask yourself lf if this is what you want for those whom you have shown no mercy, no forgiveness.

Eternal dark. Eternal cold. Eternal loneliness.

What you wish for them will be your own reward.

I AM

一开始是这个词

这话与神同在

这个词就是上帝

In the beginning was the Word.

And the Word was with God.

And the Word Was God.

Keep away from every bad man, my son, and from all his kind. Never give way to anger, for anger leads to homicide. Likewise refrain from fanaticism, quarrelling, and hot-temperedness, for these too can breed homicide. Beware of lust, my son, for lust leads to fornication.

Likewise refrain from unclean talk and the roving eye, for these too can breed adultery (…) Have nothing to do with witchcraft, astrology, or magic; do not even consent to be a witness of such practices, for they too can all breed idolatry. Tell no lies, my son, for lying leads to theft.

Likewise do not be over-anxious to be rich or to be admired, for these too can breed thievishness. Do not be a grumbler, my son, for this leads to blasphemy. Likewise do not be too opinionated, and do not harbor thought of wickedness, for these too can breed blasphemy. Learn to be meek, for “the meek are to inherit the earth” (Mt 5:5).

School yourself to forbearance, compassion, guilelessness, calmness, and goodness; and never forget to respect the teaching you have had (cf. Is 66:2). Do not parade your own merits, or allow yourself to behave presumptuously, and do not make a point of associating with persons of eminence, but choose the companionship of honest and humble folk. Accept as good whatever experience comes your way, in the knowledge that nothing can happen without God.

Didache (between 60-120)

Judaeo-Christian catechesis

Jesus said to him, “What if I want him (John) to remain until I come? What concern is it of yours?

You follow me.”

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 “I have other sheep that are not of this fold. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.”

There are also many other things that Jesus did, but if these were to be described individually, I do not think the whole world would contain the books that would be written. John.

The lift door shuts. I’m alone in a stone cell deep within a catacomb with only enough time to recite the Lord’s Prayer before reaching the fifth floor. The lift door opens.

And I’m no longer free.

Bread cannot be shared unless broken,

nor blood unless spilled.

And as He said this, He showed them His hands and His feet.
While they were still incredulous for joy and were amazed, He asked them, “Have you anything here to eat?”
They gave Him a piece of baked fish;
He took it and ate it in front of them.

God made man a free agent (…) to obey the behests of God voluntarily, and not by God’s compulsion. For there is no coercion with God, but a good will towards us that is present with him continually. In man, as well as in angels, he has placed the power of choice (…) And not merely in works, but also in faith,

The angel of the LORD encamps 
around those who fear him, and delivers them.